dream journal

last night i dreamt about residential. except it wasn't like i thought it would be. i snuck in alcohol (i took this to mean that i use self destructive coping mechanisms to deal with my feelings instead of facing them head on), and a cell phone (i took this to mean i have problems communicating) & i talked a lot in group (meaning i talk so much but never about what's bothering me). i also had sex with a girl there (which probably means i engage in high risk activities, and although i may get away w them now, they'll hurt my in the long run) this whole dream probably meant that i need to be more active in my treatment.